习惯

我想放弃你，我想忘记你。可是我完全做不到！我早已习惯：习惯了你的冷漠、习惯了你的无奈、习惯了你的语气、习惯了你的声音、习惯了你的样子、习惯了你的生气、习惯了你的逃避、习惯了你的拒绝、习惯了你在存在…… 就是因为习惯这个词，让我知道了我的世界已全是你，怎样抹也抹不掉…… 要怎样你才会理解我……是不是要等我消失了你才知道有我的存在，是不是要等我伤到无法再伤了你才知道我的痛！我做的一切有是为了什么？只为了有个机会好好爱你啊…… 忘记一个人比爱上一个人还要难，你早已种在我心里，无法忘记！！！我是如此爱你却只能沉默站在原地，像一个迷路孩子般遗漏在人群…… 我是如此爱你，明知道得不到你的回忆，心情像失群的孤雁飞在黄昏里…… 如果有一天你能看到我的心，你一定会流泪，因为那里面全是你给我的伤悲…… 如果有一天我能看到你的心，我也会流泪，因为那里面全是你的无所谓！！！也许，我不是你最重要的那个人，但是你却是我最重要最重要唯一的一个人！！其实最痛苦的不是过去或等待、而是你我的回忆！！！然而我也只能一个人默默地哭泣……

What is it like ?

People tell me to laugh
Don't look sad
And not to cry
But I don't know what it's like
To be so happy

I really do like to cry
I keep falling down
I want to die
But people keep telling me NO
You cant go, we won't let you
They won't let me

People tell me to laugh
Don't look sad
And not to cry
But they don't know what it's like
To be just like me, so unhappy

I love you

I love you, why don't you love me.
I love you, why can't you see.
I love you, with all my heart.
I love you, we'll never going to be apart.
I love you, till the end of time,
and you'll always be a friend of mine!

Don't Know

I'm frightened
Scared to speak words
Scared I say the wrong things
Frightened that it hurts

Voices in my mind
They're saying it's not true
They're telling me it's wrong
I don't know if it's you

I'm not sure this is the truth
Do not know what I'm feeling
I don't know if I love you
But your words are healing

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Why I Love You

I've never seen you
Or touched your skin
I've never felt your lips
Or held you tight
But I know I love you

Not because of the way you look
Or because of that sexy voice
Not because of the things you say
But because of whom you are

When we meet I will kiss you
And hold you all night

I love everything about you
Because it's you

Loving You....

I see in the sky a falling star and I'm thinking of you
what can I do without you ?
I swear I'm never gonna lie or else I'm gonna die from the pain in my heart .
I'm gonna be strong and I promise I do nothing wrong .
All I need is loving you so I'm gonna say it simply .
I LOVE YOU

Love At First Sight (Part II)

Do you believe in love at first sight?
I'm sure it happens every day.
But we're too young to know what love is.
At least that's what some people say.

But then, they can't see inside our minds.
And they just can't know how we feel.
But I believe in love at first sight.
I know my love for you is real.

I have loved you since the day we met,
Ever since I laid my eyes on you.
And for me, it was love at first sight.
I hope it was the same for you.

I Love You

Falling

I can’t breathe
Please tell me what you think
I can’t breathe
I don’t know what to do

I can’t move or do anything
All because I’m falling for you
You have changed my life
In a way I never imagined

You make me melt away
I feel I am always safe
Until I start falling again
I keep going down

No one will help stop me
No one is around
I hope I land on my feet
I want to feel safe again

I’m addicted to you
Like a poisonous drug
I think I’m in love
I just can’t stop falling

幸福路...

深夜里我独醒，似醉非醉的感觉，觉得好可笑，在欺骗中度过了好几个月，居然还这么清醒，还要去原谅，还要去坚持自己的原则，这样做值得吗？我问了自己无数遍类似的问题，没有答案。痛苦、伤心有用吗？没有人可怜，理解你。想不通的是为什么还要一直坚持呢，为什么不放弃呢？是舍不得吗，还是什么……想到这里真是很恨自己，我的伤心和难过谁来安慰呢？我恨把我带进这条路的人，恨我自己不走出这条路，注定了只能继续痛苦了……请给我一些时间来想清楚，想清楚到底要如何走下去，如何选择一条属于我的幸福路……

Crush

When I look at you my heart starts to race. My head is spinning, I'm lost in your gaze. I know nothing of the world around me, Life is just a blur. Your presence consumes me. I think of your face, your laugh, your smile, I hang on your every word. You control my thoughts, possess my dreams. I long for your embrace. Not a day goes bye when I don't think of you. If only you knew.

You'll Never Know

You'll never know
How much I loved you,
How much I cared.

You'll never know
About my pain,
About my broken heart.

You'll never know
How much I cried,
Just lying on my bed
And thinking of you . . .

朋友

虽然我痛苦、伤心、一身伤、心也碎了…… 但是，我有一班知心朋友，他们一直在我背后默默付出…… 当我又再一次被你伤害时，他们都会想尽办法逗我开心和安慰。他们那么做又是为了什么?！原因很简单，只不过想把我碎了的心，一片又一片慢慢的贴补回去……今天，你们让我过得很开心；虽然对我来说有些遗憾…… 但做人要知足， 所谓“知足常乐” 跟着这道理走人也会开心些。

我爱今天陪我一整天的朋友们。

放弃？继续？

天很冷心很痛
我不知道我要怎么办。。。
好烦好烦。。是要放弃还是继续这样。。
我已经不知道了
真的好累好累啊
不知道我自己还在期待着什么
我想放你走可是我真的舍不得。。。
而你一直都在逃避着。。。
为什么为什么我会爱上你
问了自己无数次
可是回应自己的只是一遍漆黑
你知道我在想你吗？
也许你不知道吧
不管多久我愿意等你
但我很怕我等来的结果
是什么都没有
我从来都没像这样那么害怕的失去一个人
可是你不懂我
我真的很伤心很伤心
觉得自己像笨蛋一样在等着你
觉得自己真的很没用

伤害

被你伤害
似乎已经成为了一种习惯
或者应该说是已经麻木了
为什么我总是拿你没办法?

伤害我
也已经成为你的一种习惯了吗?
习惯到可以一点都不在乎我的感受
习惯到一点都不怕我受伤害?

你从来都没有爱过我?
为什么为什么为什么?
我总是在被你伤害
因为我爱你太深

深到可以容忍你一切一切的缺点
深到很多东西都可以不计较
深到可以一直付出一直等待
深到有点不顾尊严

深到甚至连自己都觉得自己很犯贱
深到没有多余的空间留给我
深到可以一点都不在乎我的伤我的痛
深到你感觉不到我的用心良苦
深到看不到我为你流的血流的泪

爱情
难道这就是爱情?
难道这就是我的爱情?
难道这就是我的命运?

难道我就注定要承担一切的痛苦?
难道爱上你真的是一个错误?
难道真的是痴心换绝情?
难道我们注定有缘无份?

就算这是我的命
我也认了
谁叫命运安排我认识了你
谁叫上天让我爱上了你
谁叫我就是无法将你留在我心中的点滴抹去

我认了,真的认了
因为我是真的真的很爱你!

Love Is Not Explained

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile. I told myself , love is not explained.

Love At First Sight (Part I)

When I First Saw You
I Had Fallen Deeply In Love With You
I Want You To Notice My Feel
I Want You To Know How Much You Mean To Me
How Much I Love You

When Your Sad
I'm Here To Cheer You Up
When You Cried
I'll Lend You My Shoulder
When Your Alone
I'll Always By Your Side
When Your Cold
I'll Give You My Warmth

I Done This All For You
Yet You Never Notice Me
Never Notice How Much I Love You
Your Eyes Is On The Person You Love
And That Person Already Had A Lover

I Want You To Notice Me
I Want You To Love Me
I Want You To Be Mine
I'm Yours Forever
But To You I'm Just A Shadow

逃！

这个世界上所有的人都在逃，
不过是逃的方式不一样。
有的人是在虚伪的逃避，
以为自己能够忘记过去。
从一个懂得掩藏忧伤的人的身边逃到带着血腥与落寞的人的身边。
从一个熟悉的地方逃到陌生地方，
等待着下一次的逃亡，怯懦、敏感。

我本不该在想起你，
可我一而再，再而三的被自己打败，

心被刀扎一样的难受，

回想起我们的过去，我无法用文字去告诉自己不可以流泪，
你看，我多虚伪，
即使丢了泪水心里却一直在为你的离去哭泣。
你判我这一生无法忘记你，判我终身监禁，划地为牢。

My Love

My love
I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own
but nothing seems worthy